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December 29, 2017
Here I go again on my own

Anyone like the song, really lifts my spirits, I shoulda continued writing, I had a good fan base going, I fluffed it up by letting my emotions and needs get in the way, just so everybody knows, I'm well aware of my actions and I'm now living the consequences, hopefully soon I can fix my mistake. 


So here I go again on my own

Going down the only road I've ever known

I'm a twister I was born to walk alone 

So I've made up my mind

I ain't wasting no more time 

Here I go again.


I just find it easier for me if I have a set date where I upload, yes it's once a weak which I'm well aware that it sucks. But I used to upload everyday and eventually it did get on top of me maybe I'll up to maybe 2/3 times a week, but for now what's best for me and you guys if I stick to one day and be consistent rather than fleeting and spur of the moment. 

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December 22, 2017
I'm so tired I don't even know right now

Today was exhausting completely and absolutely exhausting. It was my sisters birthday today (my birthday is tomorrow) hint hint :* so maybe I'll just write a poem, on the spot, of how I'm feeling towards my sister.


Today was your circus 

And I didn't enjoy the ride 

It leaves me rubbing my temple 

It leaves me unsatisfied 


For the world is your oyster

And all you think is stars

You'll end up in a dumpster 

If you don't open your eyes 


Mum won't always hand out money. 

You won't always smile. 

You'll find it hard in future 

To rise yourself high


Life is a game 

You need to learn to play it 

Because soon it won't be free 

Soon you'll wish you could freeze


Time is against you 

Use your time wisely 

Because it won't be just your hairdo

Which is fraternised

So listen little sister of mine 

Learn to live, try and forgive, let your anger go, don't let life consume you. 

December 15, 2017
The way my week ended up.

Monday, I was babysitting my sister for the day whilst my mum was at work. She didn't listen to me and I told her to go to her room. She didn't listen to that either so I pushed her out and I locked the kitchen door so the only choice she had was her bedroom. 


Tuesday, again my sister was meant to go to school, but my mum got a text saying the school was closed, my mum found her on the way to work and told her to go home, she bought a friend with her and she bought him into my room whilst I was still sleeping so I rang my mum and she sorted it out.


Wednesday, finally she went to school! Peace and quietttt. Until she got into the house of course, her attitude stinks towards my mum and step dad. Yet all she gets is shouted at, nothing happens back when I was her age I would have got a massive beating.


Thursday, she came home from school with a cold, now I've stuck everything up, holy water, jesus cross she needs to stay away from me and my low immune system.


Friday, she's still at school but no doubt a drama will happen tonight regardless whether I want it to or not. 


Peace out ✌️ 

December 8, 2017
Using social media accounts.

So you guys over the past several months have been asking about the same thing, "can I follow you on Facebook, twitter and Instagram?"  or something like that and I'm gonna tell you right now, yes you can I haven't got every account set up yet, you can find me on Facebook as Leah Cousland, add me as a friend, hit me up I will get back to you in a space of 24 hours. Depending on how many of you message me, I welcome all forms of feedback, I must warn you though depending on the Roast you guys give me if it's funny I'll congratulate you if not well your "comment" might not get a reply. You can also follow my snapchat which is imyopimp96 I don't usually do well with usernames so this all might be funny lol that's all I have right now, I will update within the week about the rest of my social media like linked in, twitter, Instagram etc. Can't wait to hear from you guys.


Now I'm gonna quote some stuff out of my personal diary and see if you guys can relate to how I feel, hell if you wanna give your own advice that's cool too, I'm open and I really love listening to you. For the past week I've been missing some people, let's start with my late uncle, I wanna be real about this, my feelings are still raw and I am sensitive to this in particular and he was a giggly man and he was fun to be around, all in all he had a big heart and he loved his family over anything would do anything for them, when he left he left a gaping hole in all our hearts and I do feel for his immediate family, they miss him the most. He was the greatest man well a step down from my father ofcourse. To me my dad should be the king lol he makes so much sense. I do miss him we was my uncle and he was a great uncle. Now he's on a different plane in the spirit world he's making previous generations laugh with his infectious smile.


Now going on to number 2, my ex best friend, she was my whole world in university, I doted on her, loved her, would do anything for her, if she needed me I would make the time. She was like one of my sisters. I really want to know how she's doing, but I was told that it wasn't time for us to reunite. Not yet, she needs time and I understand that, I'm not angry anymore I'm just understanding. She needed more of me all the time and for me to always be on her side, instead of meddling into her business maybe I should have held her more, tell her that she was loved and that was deeply cared for, my number 1 regret was not letting her see the real me, the little girl I buried years ago and swore to never let anyone in that deep just in case they walk away and hurt me. No matter who it was. That's where my demons lay, and that's where I buried them to die. I should let somebody in to that world just so they know exactly who I am I just don't know who.


Number 3, now this one is difficult and the pair of us are in limbo, he is a boy in a man's body, I love him, and in the last couple of weeks I keep telling him I love him but he won't say it back, he worries me, he saddens me and he kills me, everything inside. I just want him to know, I don't want to keep giving and him taking I need a little bit too. I need his everything and I understand if he can't give me everything right now but maybe in the future he can so he can either just let me in or let me go, I am well aware of his feelings and his potential. I just wish he would use what everyone has been telling him he has, and that's hope and enlightenment that everything will be alright and he will get to where he wants to be if he puts his mind into it.


Please let me know in your comments what you think, and I will take into consideration your thoughts on this. Thank you for reading this really thank you. 

December 1, 2017
Well that went according to plan

Hi everyone, do let me know your suggestions and questions, I do read every comment. I will try and get round to everyone and take in an account to all of your suggestions. 


I tried uploading an image of a certain stingray. It wouldn't do it so for the next week I'll be finding out why it's not letting me upload the images. So that you guys also know the majority of the pictures taken were taken by me, if they have been taken by someone else I will credit the work appropriately, so if you guys wanna get involved you can email me at btec96@gmail.com and I'll get back to you as soon as I can. 


Now to give you guys some entertainment, recently I adopted an amur leopard via wwf. The name for my leopard hasn't arrived yet so me and my brother were arguing about the name for the leopard, now bare in mind my brothers name starts with a D. My step mum butted in and said "why don't you call it little D" and I looked at her like are you insane woman. She then went to explain herself "you can call it little D and call him big D" now I think you guys know where I'm going with this but I can tell you all, I don't really wanna know if my brother has a big D and I don't wanna know if my leopard has a little D.


Again thank you all for the support and love you guys have shown me and I will be posting every Friday. Everyday posts were getting on top of me so I will gradually go from 1 post a week to maybe 3 posts a week depending. Thank you for reading and peace out. 

August 8, 2017
Working my ass off

So here it is 


Another day 


Another one to just try and gain some funds. 


This is literally an update, I won't be posting as often, I'm saving up to go to America and that means working my ass off for the next year. 


I haven't given up I'm still posting but I won't be posting everyday, I'll be posting whenever I have free time and I'm sorry if this upsets anyone but I want to make this site amazing. Wouldn't it be cool if I reviewed everywhere I went so you guys had an idea of what to expect. I would like that. So I'm gonna travel more I'm gonna spice things up and yeah I just want to be awesome and make this awesome for you. 


Thanks for understanding guys really. I appreciate you all

July 23, 2017
Everyone has problems

You have no idea the suffering I just went through, the server had thought I had hacked my own account so i was black listed, I had to get a hold of the owners and ask them what the hell? they were like it's automated but we can fix it, so yeah hello I'm home!


Adressing server issues, yes I have them, I have made the owners aware that I need to talk about them. At the moment I have no answers for anyone haha but I am working on it, all I can do is pesture them and tell them get it sorted hehe.


I know I can improve the site with pictures and videos, and I do have a camera, my problem is I do have a day job. Half my stuff is packed away and I simply don't have the time. Although I do have plans to updating this issue. When I get back to University I will be blogging about days out and stuff. Mainly me just messing around and having a laugh you know. I will be accompanying this with pictures so you guys can see inside my world. It's not that interesting to be honest.


I have missed this place well I'm back and the server owners have assured me that this shouldn't happen again. If it does I'm raising hell. not going to lie haha.



July 21, 2017

I thought I'd address this issue first, I can't make this Web app available but I can ask the owner of my server. We will see if we can fix this issue. There is some things I want to do too. 


The next thing I have to say is I don't even know what a seo is. So I can't really help you with that issue, but I possibly might know someone who does so I'll get back to you on that. 


Again please keep reading and thank you for all of your support. 

July 20, 2017
Wow so many people are actually commenting.

Well I can see that people have questions so I'm going to do my best to answer them. 


1. I don't have a professional twitter account, or any social media accounts, that can change if you want it too. 


2. Wow I don't really know how I'm writing entertaining pieces, a lot of the time I'm always thinking about how can I make me laugh? And this blog was really just to show what I think about and how random I am. I felt like I needed to put my creativity put there because I was generally losing my mind because I didn't have an outlet and this is it for me. 


3. The only real tip I can give to anyone that's starting to blog is just to be yourself because one day you will write something that'll g let you noticed. 


4. The reason why I haven't got many posts is because I didn't expect so many people to look at my blog, I really didn't expect it. I'm actually greatful that people do comment and enjoy what I write, it makes me feel happy so I wanna make you guys happy, I will blog more if that's what you guys want. 


5. I'm up for suggestions. On what content you guys want me to write on. As I'm doing this from scratch I have no idea I really don't. I've never had an audience before so I used to use blogger as my diary lol. 


Thanks for reading I will be checking comments everyday, so you guys know I'm not ignoring anyone. Thank you, no really thank all of you. 

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There's already grammar errors in there.
July 19, 2017
Uh well I didn't think but here we go

Well I just found a lot of comments and being truthful I didn't read them all because there's so many but I'm gonna try and give a response to some of them. 


Number one thing I really want to say that all my statuses and blogs are meant to be funny assuming that everyone that reads these have a dark humour I'm not trying to put useful information out there. 



Second yes this is a paid platform and I have no idea where these forms are so sorry to be disappointing for you. 


Thanks for all the genuine and nice comments, I do appreciate the sarcastic ones too it makes me laugh. To all the people out there with sass keep going I love it!!! 


Anyways usually when I come out with dark stuff it's generally where I'm so depressed that I've stopped caring. It's bad. I'm not saying that anything that I do blog is not stupid or "gross". It can be. I'm sorry if you find it offensive. 


Man if I get a genuine fan base I'll probably blog more. Keep the questions coming though I love answering questions makes my life seem more meaningful. 

June 7, 2017
Trying to stop doing something you love doing.

Everyone loves doing something. My talent is singing so here's five easy tips for me to stop singing. 


Step 1. Cry, fart and sneeze at the same time. 


Step 2. Now you got your river, build a bridge in minecraft. 


Step 3. Make sure no one is looking at your masterpiece. 


Step 4. Say a prayer, cause you're gonna fucking need one. 


Step 5. Kill yourself. 


There you go. Child tested, mother approved. 

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