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December 8, 2017
Using social media accounts.

So you guys over the past several months have been asking about the same thing, "can I follow you on Facebook, twitter and Instagram?"  or something like that and I'm gonna tell you right now, yes you can I haven't got every account set up yet, you can find me on Facebook as Leah Cousland, add me as a friend, hit me up I will get back to you in a space of 24 hours. Depending on how many of you message me, I welcome all forms of feedback, I must warn you though depending on the Roast you guys give me if it's funny I'll congratulate you if not well your "comment" might not get a reply. You can also follow my snapchat which is imyopimp96 I don't usually do well with usernames so this all might be funny lol that's all I have right now, I will update within the week about the rest of my social media like linked in, twitter, Instagram etc. Can't wait to hear from you guys.


Now I'm gonna quote some stuff out of my personal diary and see if you guys can relate to how I feel, hell if you wanna give your own advice that's cool too, I'm open and I really love listening to you. For the past week I've been missing some people, let's start with my late uncle, I wanna be real about this, my feelings are still raw and I am sensitive to this in particular and he was a giggly man and he was fun to be around, all in all he had a big heart and he loved his family over anything would do anything for them, when he left he left a gaping hole in all our hearts and I do feel for his immediate family, they miss him the most. He was the greatest man well a step down from my father ofcourse. To me my dad should be the king lol he makes so much sense. I do miss him we was my uncle and he was a great uncle. Now he's on a different plane in the spirit world he's making previous generations laugh with his infectious smile.


Now going on to number 2, my ex best friend, she was my whole world in university, I doted on her, loved her, would do anything for her, if she needed me I would make the time. She was like one of my sisters. I really want to know how she's doing, but I was told that it wasn't time for us to reunite. Not yet, she needs time and I understand that, I'm not angry anymore I'm just understanding. She needed more of me all the time and for me to always be on her side, instead of meddling into her business maybe I should have held her more, tell her that she was loved and that was deeply cared for, my number 1 regret was not letting her see the real me, the little girl I buried years ago and swore to never let anyone in that deep just in case they walk away and hurt me. No matter who it was. That's where my demons lay, and that's where I buried them to die. I should let somebody in to that world just so they know exactly who I am I just don't know who.


Number 3, now this one is difficult and the pair of us are in limbo, he is a boy in a man's body, I love him, and in the last couple of weeks I keep telling him I love him but he won't say it back, he worries me, he saddens me and he kills me, everything inside. I just want him to know, I don't want to keep giving and him taking I need a little bit too. I need his everything and I understand if he can't give me everything right now but maybe in the future he can so he can either just let me in or let me go, I am well aware of his feelings and his potential. I just wish he would use what everyone has been telling him he has, and that's hope and enlightenment that everything will be alright and he will get to where he wants to be if he puts his mind into it.


Please let me know in your comments what you think, and I will take into consideration your thoughts on this. Thank you for reading this really thank you. 

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